BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS

Thursday, March 10, 2011

WTF

ok so now ijust looked at my blog like a second ago and realized that in 2011 i have only done 3 posts... well now 4 and in like 2009 i did like 137 blog posts. i think i had an issue with my anger way more back then than i do now like now i dont care about my anger im like a neutral person now im like switzerland bro like are you kidding me back then i was like a mass murderer that was like mad because her mom didnt love her enough or something i mean like i wasnt exactly like that but it was like it like instead of killing people i was killing time that i could have been using for alot more productive things like actually caring about school and stuff but now since im switzerland i dont care about school much and i dont think thats healthy lol but im serious like i dont care, i think i have an issue with life in general because its like no matter what i just dont care i mean unless like some one is dying or like im about to die or like something like that like if im not in grave danger and people i love arent in danger i dont see why i should care. i mean i guess its bad that i dont care about school cause when you dont care about school you get held over and like never move on so you dont get a job so since you dont get a job your just like homeless and crap then you dont have money for food then you die. so i guess i should start caring about school. but im just not starting today because im sick. soooo now i know what im gonna do with my life and that is care about more things. so now i am leaving. byee :)

1 comments:

lahana said...

Interesting post...very stream of consciousness. I love the line about "killing time". I too have had my moments of apathy. My only advice is to make sure you're not closing any doors that you might wish you'd had the key to later. If you see that happening...feed on the fear and turn it into inspiration...