so friggin bored!

i babysat today for like 5 hours and didnt get paid. WHAT KIND OF CRAP IS THAT?!
i hate today. im never baby sitting for them again.

The end.

                    This is the end

With no final good-bye

      With no kiss

to say this is the finale

         Take a bow

                                 The final good-bye 

Those final words you speak before you die.

            Its tragic 

Its oh so bad its oh so sad

      The feeling's gone

The feeling of feeling sad.

             You ended it.

You ended it just hanging there with the eyes wide open

      Just silently, with the words unspoken the eyes left open

Its killing me 

          to know you did this to yourself

                                           for this is the last time you will be seen

                     Say those words

you've been longing to say

          Say good bye

Close the door behind you

                                    The final good-bye 

Those final words you speak before you die.

            Its tragic 

Its oh so bad its oh so sad

      The feeling's gone

The feeling of feeling sad.

             You ended it.

You ended it just hanging there with the eyes wide open

      Just silently, with the words unspoken the eyes left open

Its killing me 

          to know you did this to yourself

                                                         Say you loved them all

but you can't keep going.

           You were broken down

and crushed

      then you took your life,

the only one you had

                You left like it was something you didn't have to think about.

You left with no letter left behind to say why you did it.

                       Now all we wanna know is who.

Who could make you do this to yourself.

                                                       The final good-bye 

Those final words you speak before you die.

            Its tragic 

Its oh so bad its oh so sad

      The feeling's gone

The feeling of feeling sad.

             You ended it.

You ended it just hanging there with the eyes wide open

      Just silently, with the words unspoken the eyes left open

Its killing me 

          to know you did this to yourself (repeat twice)

                       This is the end with no final good bye

I'm stupid.

I'm like the stupidest person I know.

People are always telling me how stupid I am so now I think I really am stupid. I know it sounds stupid me saying that I'm stupid but haven't you ever just had a conversation with me and al you think is that I'm stupid? I know at least half of you have! And you can't say that I don't act stupid or that I'm not stupid cause more than 50% of you people have either told me I'm retarted or stupid or a moron.

The death.

You caused the death.

You're the one to blame.

You drove him to this.

You drove him to his suicide, to his death, to his final moments at such a young age.

No time to say good bye.

No final laughing moments with his family.

No way for anyone to save him in his mind.

But you.

You drove him to this.

You could have avoided it.

You could have stopped it

But you went on and on and on with it.

You let him do this.

You're the one to blame for the pain that his death caused to so many.

You're the one who caused all the grief.

WEEEEEEEEE

I'm not sure why I chose that to be the title of this post.

Maybe because this is a meaningless post. Well who cares really there's not much of a reason to care for blog post titles. OMG I'm so happy I'm not sure why I just know that I'm happy.

Well I gotta go so um Bye!

I'm so awesome.

I'm so awesome like OMG 

LOL

Idk why I say I'm awesome I just think I'm awesome....

Wierd  I know

lol

im an idiot...

i go bye bye now...

If today was my last day...

If today was my last day I would party hard and help people who need help the most, I would call people to have a party at my house, we would all just have fun and run around doing whatever we felt like doing  it would be so awesome yet sad it would be awesome because like you just think about the moment like your just living that moment and it feels great and everyone would be so happy, it would be sad because you know that your gonna die like you know that as soon as it hits 12:00 am your gonna die and its sad to know when your gonna die....