YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just did my hundreth blogg
yayyyyyyyyyy
i hope u all enjoyed it
it took me a little over a week to do it
yayyyy
but anywayz on the serious
i do really hope u ppl enjoyed it
i enjoyed making it
so like it waz nice to have done a hundred posts now i just have to do sumthing awesome for my 200 post something better than my 100 post something more creative something that sticks out like a sore thumb.......well not so moch sticks out like a sore thumb
but something that is like really cool
like increadibly awesomtastical
lol
i use the dumbest words
now im gonna start something new
its wierd but wat do i care
its gonna be the word of the day and in this word of the day u must post a comment using a sentece with that word
BUT
heres the catch
its a word i make up
so yupperzzzzzzzz
good luck
and il use the scentence on my next blog entry
so yea
the word is awesomtastical
so yea good luck with that i have an importnt person to talk to so ill talk to u later
bye

MY HUNDRETH POST

OK SO THIS IS MY 100 POST AS U ALL KNOW
AND YES WE WILL BEGIN THE RANDOM STUFF SOON
LIKE THE NEW RANDOM WORDS AND POEMS AND ALL THAT STUFF
THIS IS GOING TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME UR GONNA LOVE IT
OK SO AS U GUYS NO I AM VERY VERY RANDOM
AND I LIKE TO WRITE POETRY
AND I..... WELL I'M JUST WEIRD
I'M NOT TO GOOD WITH ALL THE HAPPY FUNNY STUFF THAT ALL U PPL LOVE SO MUCH ITS JUST NOT ME I'M NOT LIKE THAT SO................... THIS MIGHT NOT BE AS HILARIOUS AS U WOULD HOPE
BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE YOU'LL LIVE
YOU WILL BE HAPPY WITH WAT I WRITE OR U WILL DIE
JUST KIDDING U WILL NOT DIE AT MY HANDS U WILL EITHER DIE OF OLD AGE OR WHATEVER U DIE OF WEN U GET OLDER OR MAYBE A CAR ACCIDENT
IDK
AND I DON'T CARE TO KNOW
ANYWAYS...........

u let me fall through the cracks
u let me slip out of your hands and onto the ground
i fell so hard and u laughed at me
u let me slip into the cracks
i cried for help u looked at me and walked away
i asked u to help me and u looked disgusted
i was ashamed to know u
u let me fall into the cracks
i stumbled so hard i began to cry


..............
that's all i can think of for my first poem
it was awesometastical i know
yeperzzzzzzzzzzz
I'm bored
OK
so now i am gonna do a little random thing
OK ill do it as soon as i figure it out

..................
OK so i got it

here's a list of songs everyone should check out:r>
1.)Apology-by Alesana
2.)Seduction-by Alesana
3.)Desolation row-by my chemical romance
4.)Welcome to the black parade-by my chemical romance
5.)Chop suey-by System of a down
6.)Down with the sickness-by Disturbed
7.)Misery business- by Paramore
8.)That's what you get-by Paramore
9.)I'm a gummy bear-........i forgot who its by
and that is the ending of my list for another couple of minutes
ok so now time for another emotastical time
thats not a word but who cares i made it up i guess
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so any wayz
now im bored so im gonna do another poem

u left me in the dar lind and def
u left me in the rain cold and alone
u left me
i grew older and died inside while u turned ur bak on me and left
u didnt care and neither did i
we parted and we said goodbye
we look back and i cry
i cant open my eyes to the truth but to the lies
i cant bear the pain so i die
i die on the inside and it feels like the outside
i want to open my eyes to the to the truth
but can only open them to lies
the truth has gone
faded as i cantbear the pain day by day
it kills me
but u look away
u pay no mind to the girl behing the tears

That waz my poem
yay
i know it waz the most awesomist rock ur soxiest sox everererer poem of all time
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lol
ok so now i am going to be bored and do stuff
like stuff
that involves stuff
like really random stuff
i know im not saying much on wat exactly it is
but who cares
mwahahahahahahahahahaha
anywayz idk im just bored im trying to make this really awesum
i dont like having sucky posts
although im sure most of them do suck
but thats beside the point
anywayz im bored
and boredom kills
so if boredom kills y am i not dead
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
maybe im living dead
no im just kidding
im not living dead
im just extremely bored
blah blah blah blah
ok so anywayzzzzzzzzzzzz
boredom kills
mwahahahahahahahahahahahaha
world domination
the world will be mine
NOT
the world belongs to the ppl of the world because everyone lives in the world
ok so now imma go now so
bye pplz
hope u enjoy this

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

im soooooooooooooooo happy
im up to 98 posts
wich makes this 99
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy now
mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha
i will win
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ok now i gotta go
and the next post since it is goin to be my 100th post
its gonna be really cool
so yea
....................
its gonna have alot
its gonna have a poem or 2
its gonna have uumm
just really random things
its gonna be so awesometastical
its gonna have made up words and all
i might have it finished in a week or so cuz its just gonna be that awesome

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh im soooooooooooooo bored

im so bored
and if all these posts seem random
its cuz they are
im trying to have 100 posts beforewatever the last day of skool
yes
i am really bored
and yes
i do have a life
but im doin this on my spare time
so yea
im gonna go now
bye pplzzzz

ahhhhhhhhhh im sick

im sick no fair
i dont feel like doin anything
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
its not nice
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im bored
im out
bye

wat creeps u out?

heyy guys this bog entry is about wat creeps u out.
ok
sooooo......
wat creeps me out is wen im like walking down the street then some random person looks at me and starts talking to me and i have no clue who it is
sooooooooooooooo..................
leave me a comment telling me wat creeps u out
bye

POEM TIME!!!!!!!!!!

ITS POEM TIME
(this is the part where u say "yay!!!")
so now u know wat poem time means
i have a new poem for u!!!
........
i just have to think of it first
ok
soooooooooo
ummmmmmmm
ok.........



ok i got nuthin
darnit
i cant think of a new poem but atleast i did something useful with my time

gosh

grrrr
some one is hacking all my stuff
they hacked my glogster
they hacked my aim but i made a new one so idk
i bet next they are gonna hack my wee world account
yes i have a wee world
anywayz its just so wrong they r getting me into soooo muchh truble

someone is hacking my aim grrrr

some one is hacking my aim im getting a new one if anyone wants it ur gonna have to ask me for it in skool
so yea peace

IM SICK

OH NOOOOOOOOOOO
IM SICK
IT SUX
I WANNA BE IN SKOOL RIGHT NOW BOTHERING MY BUDDIES
BUT I'M HOME COUGHING AND SNIFFLING AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF
ITS NOT FAIR
I BET DESTINY IS IN SKOOL TODAY
NO FAIR NO FAIR
WELL
I G2G
IM ABOUT TO PUKE
BYE GUYS

im so confused

im so confused my my nose is runny then its not then it is then its not
no bueno
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel crappy (if u will excuse the term)
but i feel really sick
like im coming down with a cold
i feel like im dying of hottness its sooooooooooo hott in my house
gosh
its so not fair
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

im bored

im bored
my dad is bored
my mom is bored
my little sister is bored
we are all just really bored
but I am alwayz bored so its nothing new

IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED

IM SOOOOOOOOOO BORED
WHO ELSE IS BORED
BOREDOM KILLS
I MISS MY BUDDY DESTINY
SHE HASNT GONE TO SKOOL SINCE I HAVE BEEN BAK SE WAZZ THERE ON MONDAY WEN I WAZNT THERE
AND NOW SHE HASNT BEEN THERE YESTERDAY OR TODAY
NO BUENO

ok sooooooo

OK SOOOOOOO
I'M SORRY I KNOW I SAID I WAS GONNA DO AN AD FOR SNEAKERS AND STUFF BUT............... I COULDN'T
I GOT BUSY TRYING TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT THEN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT AND ALL THAT STUFF AND OH MY GOD
ANYWAYS COULDN'T DO IT
I SEND MY APOLOGIZE TO ANY ONE I MIGHT HAVE DISAPPOINTED

gonna make a new blog on sneaker ads

im about to make a new log on sneaker ads as soon as i think of something then it will be totally awesome so yea
just wait
it will be made in about
2 minutes

BIG WORDS.............AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MY DAD IS USING BIG WORDS
THEY R KILLING ME
I HAVE NO CLUE OF HALF THE CRAP HES SAYING
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WAT IN THE WORLD IS A CAVACLADE???
HONESTLY
ITS NOT FAIR
I DONT KNOW TO MANY BIG WORDS

OMG

OMG
PPL NEED TO WATCH THE SPANISH NEWS
THEIR WAS THIS STORY ABOUT A GIRL
AND SOME GIRLS IN HER CLASS THOUGHT THAT HER BREAST WERENT REAL
SO THEY WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND AND THEY TOOK A PICTURE TO PROVE THEY WERE REAL AND THEN THE NEXT DAY EVERY ONE IN THE SKOOL HAD A PICTURE OF THEM

POEM TIME!!!!!!!!!!

ITS POEM TIME
YAY!!!!!!
OK SO NOW HERE WE GO
darnit
i didnt ome prepared
ok well ill think of one but for now
peACE

ok im bored now

ok im bored now im really really bored
im at home watching shanedawsontv on my moms ipod
hes hilarious
but........
im still bored
im barely paying attention to them
cuz im blogging
i love blogging
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

today is a cool day

today is a nice day
i been doin alot
alot is good
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i found something to do
ahhhhhhhhhhh
now i g2g
bye pplz

ok now how do i do this

ok i need to know how to do something cuz i really need help
im gonna make a youtube account and so i want ppl to send me some videos
just ask me for my email in a comment and i can give u my email
and u can send me videos of who u are wat u like to do and stuff
and then i notify u if ill put the video on youtube
but if u dont want me to just tell me and i wont but it will be very cool to know more about u ppl
so anyway i g2g now so bye

the thing is.......

i want u but the thing is i hate u
i want u to be my best friend but the thing is i despise u
i want u to be the one i can count on the thing is i dont trust u
i want this to get through to u but the thing is ur to stuborn to get it
i want many things but i cant have them the way i want them

success

mwahahahahahahhahahaha
WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!!!!!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
U WILL ALL BOW DOWN TO ME
LOL
IM JUST KIDDING
NO ONE SHALL BOW DOWN TO ME
IM JUST REALLY BORED RIGHT NOW
LIKE O MY GOSH
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM DYING OF BOREDOM
WEEEEEEEEEEEE
IM OUT
BYE

its 12:09

O MY GOSH
it 12:09 and im already bored in my house
i need something to do
grrrrrrrrrr
its not fair
usually i wuld despise having chores but right now i need them
no bueno
grrrrrr
no nice
i neeeeeeeddd something to do
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
its killing me
i really need something to do
gosh
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
uuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im out
i cant take this maybe ill go sweep my room for the third time
bye pplzzz

MY BUDDIES

MY BUDDIES ARE SO FUNNY
THEY MAKE ME LAUGH WEN IM MAD
THEY GET ME UP WEN IM DOWN
THEY R SOOO HILARIOUS

OMG

OMG U MUST WATCH SHANEDDAWSONTV ON YOUTUBE
HE IS SOOOOOO FUNNY
ITS HILARIOUS
WOW
HE IS RANDOM
HES SO FUNNY
HE TALKS ABOUT SO MANY RANDOM THINGS

grrrrrr its so not fair

i want to tell him
but i cant
its just not fair
darnit
its really not fair
i dont know wat to do
i want to tell him and then i dont want to
ppl plz comment me and tell me wat i shuld do

blah blah is all i hear u say

the only thing i hear come out of ur mouth since the day i left is
blah blah blah
ur nothin anymore
not even a speck of dirt
nothing at all
ur not even air or dust or anything
NOTHING AT ALL

how culd u do this

how culd u do this to me
u made me cry
i cried and cried
u didnt care
i cant stand u
u cant stand me
we cant stand each other
u used to be everything
i thought u were the one i culd count on for everything
but u arent
it is hard to forget wat u did
u hurt me so much
i cant say anything more
i loved u
or so i thought
it seems i dont reallly know wat love is

forgivness

FORGIVENESS IS THE KEY TO FRIENDSHIP
NO ONE LIKES TO FORGIVE AND FORGET
BUT WE ALL HAVE TO DO IT SOMETIME
ITS NOT EASY TO DO
BUT WE ALL GO THRU IT
FORGIVENESS IS WAT KEEPS US TOGETHER
FORGIVENESS IS WAT WE LEARN TO DO
FORGIVE AND FORGET IS HARD
FORGETTING IS A HARD THING TO DO
I WISH IT WAS EASY BUT ITS NOT
I WISH WE COULD FORGET ABOUT THE PAST BUT IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY WITH ME AND U
I WISH I COULD FORGIVE U FOR WAT U DID
I WISH I COULD FORGET WAT U DID
I WISH I COULD FORGET UR EXISTENCE
FORGIVING IS HARD
FORGETTING IS HARDER.......

monkeyzzzz

idk i like monkeyzzzz
i talk about them all the time
its weird
but they are sometimes fascinating
idk
i just wierd
u ppl shuld be used to it
im so serious right now
well i gotta get goin
bye

OMG IM A GUMMY BEAR

lol
im a gummy bear
i like gummy worms
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gummy worms are so gummy and chewy and all that other happy stuff
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
idk im so bored
and hyper
=)
dancing bananas are cool
lolz
lmao
idk
mwahahahahahahahahahaha
hope all ur weekends are awesome and cool
i saw angels and demons the day it came out OMG
IT WAZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESUM
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WOOWOO
WOOPWOOP
LOL
IT WAZ SO AWESUMTASTICAL
I LOVED IT
ANY WAYZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I HOPE EVERYONE HAS AN AWESUM DAY
IM OUT
BYE PPLZZZ

im so bored

ok so im having one of my friends make my poetry into music
so hopefully i might have a demo CD by the end of the skool year
i soooo hope that ill have the CD done by then
ill be sooo happy

idk

u left me in the dark

u left me in the dark
u watched me suffer
u heard my cries for help
u laughed
i waz in pain
u let me suffer
i waz in the dark all alone
u left me crying and suffering
i waz alone
in tears shaking
u laughed and laughed
i cried and cried
we went our wayz
i never spoke to u again.......

the silence

I waz in my room stuck in the silence
u came and broke that silence
I waz in the rain all alone
u came and sheltered me from the rain
I fell i waz on the floor crying
u came and helped me u wiped my tears
I waz suffering in unbearable grief
u held my hand and let me cry on ur shoulder
I waz alone in the silence
u broke that silence brought life to me
I waz in the dark
u came and turned on the light
I waz alone
u came and kept me company
I waz sad and blue
u came and told a joke and made me laugh
I waz in the silence.............

These Wounds Will Not Heal

You left me in the dark
i cried and cried
u just smiled
u smiled and laughed
as if my feelings were nothing
u let me fall
i hit the ground u smirked
u laughed at the pain in my eyes
u created a wound in my heart that u know will not heal
but did u care
no!!!!
u just laughed at my pain
these wounds will never heal
these wounds will scar me for the rest of my life
thinking of u depresses me
u made me believe u loved me
u make me feel like i was one of a kind
but u didn't think so
u thought i was just another person
to u i was just another one to play this game with
the game u call love
maybe u did feel something in the beginning
i dont really know
these wounds will be a reminder of ur existence
it wil be like stabbing a stake into a vampires heart
it will be like having to live with a problem that no one can help with