the silence

I waz in my room stuck in the silence
u came and broke that silence
I waz in the rain all alone
u came and sheltered me from the rain
I fell i waz on the floor crying
u came and helped me u wiped my tears
I waz suffering in unbearable grief
u held my hand and let me cry on ur shoulder
I waz alone in the silence
u broke that silence brought life to me
I waz in the dark
u came and turned on the light
I waz alone
u came and kept me company
I waz sad and blue
u came and told a joke and made me laugh
I waz in the silence.............

These Wounds Will Not Heal

You left me in the dark
i cried and cried
u just smiled
u smiled and laughed
as if my feelings were nothing
u let me fall
i hit the ground u smirked
u laughed at the pain in my eyes
u created a wound in my heart that u know will not heal
but did u care
no!!!!
u just laughed at my pain
these wounds will never heal
these wounds will scar me for the rest of my life
thinking of u depresses me
u made me believe u loved me
u make me feel like i was one of a kind
but u didn't think so
u thought i was just another person
to u i was just another one to play this game with
the game u call love
maybe u did feel something in the beginning
i dont really know
these wounds will be a reminder of ur existence
it wil be like stabbing a stake into a vampires heart
it will be like having to live with a problem that no one can help with

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the light in my heart has turned to gray
the peace in my eyes has turned into chaos
the way i used to love u waz indescribable
the way u loved me waz slimto nothin
i see u, u see me i touch u, u touch me
wen u touch me i dont know the words to describe how i feel
i feel like no one can hurt me
i feel like its u and me and no one else
wen u touch me i feel in love
u didnt feel the same
u saw our love as a joke
as a game of somesort
a sick game to entertain urself
i dont know wat u did it for its not helping ur well being
its just wrong to do that to me wen u know that i really loved u
ur so full of it of urself ur so full of crap
and this is y i hate u -_-

me and my buddy dlopez188

thats a pic of me and my BUDDY she is the one i can abuse and she will still be my best friend

SHE RULES
SHE ROCKS UR SOCKS

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g2g bye

John Merrick (August 5 1862-April 11 1890)

I have just read the wikipedi of John Merrick AKA The Elephant Man (actual name was Joseph Carey Merrik)who lived from August 5,1862 and died April 11,1890. Mr. Merrick was/is an inspiration to many the World over in the UK as well as the US, so much so that there is a website in order to conmemorate him as well as a facebook page (friends of joseph merrick) The Movie closely depics Mr. Merricks true story with some differences but there is a scene of the movie were in Mr. Merrick is at a train station being followed by a croud which is very, close to the real incident. The error in Mr. Merricks name arose and propagated because most of the early works including Ashley Montagu's The Elephant Man: A Study in Human Dignity and Frederick Drimmer's Very Special People, used as research the memoirs of Sir Frederick Treves, written many years after his first-hand experience with Merrick.

I hope u enjoyed this piece of information from the 19th century!!!!!

^_^

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