monkeyzzzz

idk i like monkeyzzzz
i talk about them all the time
its weird
but they are sometimes fascinating
idk
i just wierd
u ppl shuld be used to it
im so serious right now
well i gotta get goin
bye

OMG IM A GUMMY BEAR

lol
im a gummy bear
i like gummy worms
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gummy worms are so gummy and chewy and all that other happy stuff
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
idk im so bored
and hyper
=)
dancing bananas are cool
lolz
lmao
idk
mwahahahahahahahahahaha
hope all ur weekends are awesome and cool
i saw angels and demons the day it came out OMG
IT WAZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESUM
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WOOWOO
WOOPWOOP
LOL
IT WAZ SO AWESUMTASTICAL
I LOVED IT
ANY WAYZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I HOPE EVERYONE HAS AN AWESUM DAY
IM OUT
BYE PPLZZZ

im so bored

ok so im having one of my friends make my poetry into music
so hopefully i might have a demo CD by the end of the skool year
i soooo hope that ill have the CD done by then
ill be sooo happy

idk

u left me in the dark

u left me in the dark
u watched me suffer
u heard my cries for help
u laughed
i waz in pain
u let me suffer
i waz in the dark all alone
u left me crying and suffering
i waz alone
in tears shaking
u laughed and laughed
i cried and cried
we went our wayz
i never spoke to u again.......

the silence

I waz in my room stuck in the silence
u came and broke that silence
I waz in the rain all alone
u came and sheltered me from the rain
I fell i waz on the floor crying
u came and helped me u wiped my tears
I waz suffering in unbearable grief
u held my hand and let me cry on ur shoulder
I waz alone in the silence
u broke that silence brought life to me
I waz in the dark
u came and turned on the light
I waz alone
u came and kept me company
I waz sad and blue
u came and told a joke and made me laugh
I waz in the silence.............

These Wounds Will Not Heal

You left me in the dark
i cried and cried
u just smiled
u smiled and laughed
as if my feelings were nothing
u let me fall
i hit the ground u smirked
u laughed at the pain in my eyes
u created a wound in my heart that u know will not heal
but did u care
no!!!!
u just laughed at my pain
these wounds will never heal
these wounds will scar me for the rest of my life
thinking of u depresses me
u made me believe u loved me
u make me feel like i was one of a kind
but u didn't think so
u thought i was just another person
to u i was just another one to play this game with
the game u call love
maybe u did feel something in the beginning
i dont really know
these wounds will be a reminder of ur existence
it wil be like stabbing a stake into a vampires heart
it will be like having to live with a problem that no one can help with