My birthday.

So my birthday was complete crap. i hated it. i had some fun but not much it could have been better, this was suppose to be the year that i have the best b-day ever and did it happen nope! im sad now. whatever

OMFG

OMFG i cant wait till Tuesday cause its gonna be my b-day i mean i don't really care because my parents aren't getting me anything but i care because I'm another year closer to the age of legal consent and i am also closer to being 16 which means i can be emancipated, yes i do want to be emancipated. i do not want to be living with y parents for the rest of my life. i already have everything planned. I'm gonna get a small 1 bedroom apartment or maybe 2 bedroom and its not gonna be like a huge house it'll be livable and stuff and yes i am going to have a great job that pays great so i will be able to pay rent. and i will have a siberian husky and a Rottweiler. i will possibly have a roommate just because i don't want to live by myself.

haha

Mr. Lahana is a funny teacher haha lol jk he isnt funny like that he's just funny cause he makes jokes and what not. he told me i have to stop saying hes funny :( boohoo i sad now. no but really he is funny on some lever
but now im bored with this soo imma go. byeeee

Something Random

OK so like now i feel really sad like out of no where this is some shist like i hate when this happens because like now i don't want anyone bothering me or else I'm gonna spazz out and i don't like spazzing because it pisses people off and i just look like an asshole when i spazz cause i curse everyone out and yell and hit and everything ughhhhh this is really some shist like omg i hate this i hate the fact that i get sad out of no where for reasons i don't know like i just feel like sometimes its because i have so much bottled up inside. and like everyone tells me to let stuff out that it'll make me feel better or whatever but i don't like to do that because its annoying and no it doesn't help me. it makes me relive that stupid moment of whenever something bad happened or whatever it is. because i usually feel like whenever i talk to some one about my issues i just feel like I'm whining a lot and that I'm annoying them with my whole whatever this and blahh and now i feel like I'm whining again so I'm just gonna go now. bye

WTF

ok so now ijust looked at my blog like a second ago and realized that in 2011 i have only done 3 posts... well now 4 and in like 2009 i did like 137 blog posts. i think i had an issue with my anger way more back then than i do now like now i dont care about my anger im like a neutral person now im like switzerland bro like are you kidding me back then i was like a mass murderer that was like mad because her mom didnt love her enough or something i mean like i wasnt exactly like that but it was like it like instead of killing people i was killing time that i could have been using for alot more productive things like actually caring about school and stuff but now since im switzerland i dont care about school much and i dont think thats healthy lol but im serious like i dont care, i think i have an issue with life in general because its like no matter what i just dont care i mean unless like some one is dying or like im about to die or like something like that like if im not in grave danger and people i love arent in danger i dont see why i should care. i mean i guess its bad that i dont care about school cause when you dont care about school you get held over and like never move on so you dont get a job so since you dont get a job your just like homeless and crap then you dont have money for food then you die. so i guess i should start caring about school. but im just not starting today because im sick. soooo now i know what im gonna do with my life and that is care about more things. so now i am leaving. byee :)

blah.

ok so like im feeling like crap today so i don't wanna be bothered with the assignments i still have to make up and i know its like gonna screw up my grade and everything else but I'm sick so theres a lot that i don't wanna be bothered with like almost anything like whats the point in doing anything when your sick? everything just gets done like half-ass and im not a person that likes to do things halfway everything always has to be done in full. like i dont like things being done just almost complete i know i do it almost all the time but like i dont post things on my blog untill i do them completely. ok so now i feel like im ranting on and on about nothing soooo bye