oh em gizzle

omg im soooo sad its the last day of school and i know im going to be so sad by the time we all leave for the year. i know no other school beyond 188. i mean sure i went to another school before 188 but the memories i had of that school were terrible. i had no friends in that school. my friends here made me so happy and i have all these amazing memories of this school i will miss it so much. but all my friends better keep in contact with me or ill be very sad. im going to be in the same school building as elijah so thats something to look forward too. atleast ill have one friend ill get to see often. this is making me sad already so ill just go now. until next time

my baby picture!!!

I wont step into the fire

This Poem was written by Claudia Marquez

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so i just went on my snapgrades and realized im failing every single fucking class. except tech. i have a D- in tech. in every single other class i have an F i just feel like an idiot now i dont even wanna bother with any of this crap anymore. whatever im done. bye.

Ayiti the cost of life

1) How is Ayiti different from 3rd World Farmer? How is it the same?
They are different because in 3rd world farmer you only work on your farm no where else but in Ayiti you could go to school and work and all that other happy stuff. they are the same because like you still work on a farm and earn money and whatever.

2) What strategies did you use? For example, did you combine work and school, or did you send everyone to work? Which worked? Which did not?
In the beginning i sent everyone to work and then some went to school and then like everyone would work again and then one person would go to school and they would all take turns going to school so they could all have some sort of education.

3) Why would parents choose to devote so much effort to sending their children to school? What obstacles did you face in trying to keep them in school?
i didnt really face any obstacles i just made sure they all took turns on going to school like one kid goes to school everyone else works and then another kid and then everyone else works again and yeah. they would rotate

Post i never wanted to do (Part 2)

So yeah like i was saying last time like to call a person is just down right mean and rude like no one wants to be called. like i just got my cell phone like 3 days ago and i been non stop texting and facebook and IMing and stuff and the first person that called me got yelled at and i was like "No! You don't call! you text! Your a beeech!!!!!" i was just so mad when i got that call i was just mad like no one is suppose to call me like i was just so mad its like omg no! and now i know how people feel when i call them so i promise i will never call a person again unless i have to.

Post i never wanted to do

Soo like this is a post that i never wanted to bother doing because i thought it was pointless but now i see it as a useful question soo Mr. Lahana asked us what do we see happening with the use of telephones or cell phones in the future since like now its rude to call people instead of texting or IMing so like now i dont think phones will even have a reason to be called "Phones" in the future i think it'll just be like used for texting IMing and emails like i just feel like i should just go and ask people like do they think that phones will be used for calling anymore in the future because like its so rare that someone will call you. like now days even when someone is drunk as shizz they wont call you souding idiotic they'll text you and the text ill look soooo idiotic and you'll just wonder like why didnt they call me to tell me this and then your answer will of course be "because its rude to call" and its only rude to call people now because half the time people are in the middle of a text and it wont be like auto saved and shizz imma finish this another day. byee

yayy

Okay so now im satisfied with myself because im blogging more than last year because like now im like oh since i have nothing to do im just gonna blog and stuff because im awesome like that and yayy! soooo like im gonna start blogging at home because i usually have nothing to do and im always on facebook and aim and stuff and it gets boring sometimes. i might just put vids on my blog too because i get bored and people with webcams get bored easily soooo yeah

Umm so yeah

So everyone has been telling me i need to let out my emotions and shizz and that i should stop bottling up everything because its not healthy and whatever. But in reality it is healthy for me and i should keep bottling it all up. You know why? because anytime i ever let out my emotions it all goes to shizz no one ever cares you feign sympathy for me. thats what hurts more. you ask to hear my sh***y life story and then you act like you care and then you tell everyone my problems like its anyone else business if i tell you its for a reason it not for you to go tell the rest of the world that like "heyy yeah so this girl is like depressed over family stuff" and like really its just f**king stupid like i hate that. thats why i don't tell anyone anything and im sorry if your not a person that would tell my business but from now on im strictly keeping my feelings to myself because of that and because whenever i tell my emotions and shizz i start crying and you freaking people hold it against me like no thats just f**ked up. you don't hold my emotions against me like that. thats just wrong. so from now on if you see me upset or sad, don't ask why just walk by and ignore me because if you ask me whats wrong i'll just ignore you, without a problem. you just wont exist to me for a loooooooong time i don't give a f**k who you are, teacher, principal, assistant principal, counselor, friend, random person i talk to, boy friend, girl friend. i don't care no one will get anything out of me. so just leave it alone and ignore my existence for that time. Bye.

Sexting

No you loser. Why? because knowing you just like any other guy your gonna send it out to the world and everyone and their mother is gonna know what i look like behind closed door and under all my clothes. nah im good. find someone else who is willing to humiliate themselves like that. we're over. bye

Bored as fudge

yo im so bored yo like really? its unreal how bored i am like wow. im just so bored and im just gonna keep doin random blog posts because im bored and im awesome soooo yeah whatever i guess. im currently downloading songs. well actually downloading one last song because im just suppose to be doing blog stuffs soooooo yeah the last song im downloading right now is fer sure by Medic Droid

I'm awesome

Im just really awesome just because i am like who else can say they're awesome just because they are and be telling the complete truth like what rlly omg no one but me can say that
ok now i just sound really self centered im really not. im a loser lol but im an awesome loser cause i dont just walk around crying about how i am a loser i walk around talking about how im an awesome loser like rlly what loser can say that they're awesome?

Yooooooo

Yoooooooo im so happy i got into a high school that i had been dying to go to for like omg so long like omg i know a bunch of people tht goes there and shizz omg ok let me tell you what school i got into i got into humanities prepatory academy omg im soooooo happy omg omg omg omg i cant wait. i know like 5 people that go there like omfg i love the people that i know from there. except 1 person like he ruined my life. but anyways omg im gonna go be excited somewhere else now byeee

My birthday.

So my birthday was complete crap. i hated it. i had some fun but not much it could have been better, this was suppose to be the year that i have the best b-day ever and did it happen nope! im sad now. whatever

OMFG

OMFG i cant wait till Tuesday cause its gonna be my b-day i mean i don't really care because my parents aren't getting me anything but i care because I'm another year closer to the age of legal consent and i am also closer to being 16 which means i can be emancipated, yes i do want to be emancipated. i do not want to be living with y parents for the rest of my life. i already have everything planned. I'm gonna get a small 1 bedroom apartment or maybe 2 bedroom and its not gonna be like a huge house it'll be livable and stuff and yes i am going to have a great job that pays great so i will be able to pay rent. and i will have a siberian husky and a Rottweiler. i will possibly have a roommate just because i don't want to live by myself.

haha

Mr. Lahana is a funny teacher haha lol jk he isnt funny like that he's just funny cause he makes jokes and what not. he told me i have to stop saying hes funny :( boohoo i sad now. no but really he is funny on some lever
but now im bored with this soo imma go. byeeee

Something Random

OK so like now i feel really sad like out of no where this is some shist like i hate when this happens because like now i don't want anyone bothering me or else I'm gonna spazz out and i don't like spazzing because it pisses people off and i just look like an asshole when i spazz cause i curse everyone out and yell and hit and everything ughhhhh this is really some shist like omg i hate this i hate the fact that i get sad out of no where for reasons i don't know like i just feel like sometimes its because i have so much bottled up inside. and like everyone tells me to let stuff out that it'll make me feel better or whatever but i don't like to do that because its annoying and no it doesn't help me. it makes me relive that stupid moment of whenever something bad happened or whatever it is. because i usually feel like whenever i talk to some one about my issues i just feel like I'm whining a lot and that I'm annoying them with my whole whatever this and blahh and now i feel like I'm whining again so I'm just gonna go now. bye

WTF

ok so now ijust looked at my blog like a second ago and realized that in 2011 i have only done 3 posts... well now 4 and in like 2009 i did like 137 blog posts. i think i had an issue with my anger way more back then than i do now like now i dont care about my anger im like a neutral person now im like switzerland bro like are you kidding me back then i was like a mass murderer that was like mad because her mom didnt love her enough or something i mean like i wasnt exactly like that but it was like it like instead of killing people i was killing time that i could have been using for alot more productive things like actually caring about school and stuff but now since im switzerland i dont care about school much and i dont think thats healthy lol but im serious like i dont care, i think i have an issue with life in general because its like no matter what i just dont care i mean unless like some one is dying or like im about to die or like something like that like if im not in grave danger and people i love arent in danger i dont see why i should care. i mean i guess its bad that i dont care about school cause when you dont care about school you get held over and like never move on so you dont get a job so since you dont get a job your just like homeless and crap then you dont have money for food then you die. so i guess i should start caring about school. but im just not starting today because im sick. soooo now i know what im gonna do with my life and that is care about more things. so now i am leaving. byee :)

blah.

ok so like im feeling like crap today so i don't wanna be bothered with the assignments i still have to make up and i know its like gonna screw up my grade and everything else but I'm sick so theres a lot that i don't wanna be bothered with like almost anything like whats the point in doing anything when your sick? everything just gets done like half-ass and im not a person that likes to do things halfway everything always has to be done in full. like i dont like things being done just almost complete i know i do it almost all the time but like i dont post things on my blog untill i do them completely. ok so now i feel like im ranting on and on about nothing soooo bye

song reviews!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays so now my new thing im gonna be doing until about april is song reviews every week once a week ill be putting up a list of about 10 songs that are great that everyone should check out. it just seems like a good thing for me to do because i love music with a burning passion of love


SONG LIST!!!!

1.Risque by cute is What We Aim For
2.Fall for you by secondhand serenade
3.Curse of curves by Cute Is What We Aim For
4.Love Me by Justin Fagger ( just for Sabrina cause she loves this guy.)
5.Im Not Okay by My Chemical Romance
6.Seventeen Forever by Metro Station
7.Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
8.Corazon Sin Cara by Prince Royce
9.Ohio Is Lovers by Hawthorne Heights
10.Dont Speak Liar by We The Kings

and now i must go BYEEE

BLAH

so um yeah blah. im bored and stuff and yeah oh em geee okies soo im gonna do that thingy for the doodle for google thingy sooo bye!